LET'S FACE IT

Let's face it, sweets - its over. She's moved on, and life is no longer going to be the same. No longer are we going to be exchanging SMSes asking about her health, how she's doing, etc. No longer are we going to engage in voice chats over messengers just to hear her voice and know that she's doing okay. From now on, its going to correspondences and discussions about next steps in life, how to move on and what's new. Its a different relationship, but maybe one that's going to increase the closeness of the ties. But that's within the family, and its all good.

External relationships, however, seem to be taking a dip. Did I expect too much, I ask? Maybe I did - or maybe, I just didn't express myself enough. Don't know where the fault lies... but things seems to be different and not the way they were initially. The way to solve this, might be to talk it out.. but then again, I need to achieve a mental balance before I can take the next step. I need to stabilize before my life does... coz afterall, its all in the mind. And the mind is me.