I JUST HAD TO

Its been almost 10 months since I last posted something on this blog. And today, I just had to. I met a bunch of people who blogged, read some of their blogs, and decided that I just had to. Had to, had to, had to.

There's so much happening in my life at the moment. I'm just trying to settle into work, despite being in the company for almost 6 months now. Also, I'm trying to revive my social life, after completely ignoring it for over 8 months ago, when I left for the US to complete the last phase of my studies.My social life. Its pretty strange. A lot of pple think that I sound too old for my age. I don't think so. I think I'm still a kid - but someone, who just doesn't have the time, energy, nor interest in dealing with people who can't get enough of themselves , let alone work on friendships. Friends to me are people who I can be myself with naturally, not with whom I have to fight to be myself. I hate having to cover up for things I've not done. I hate having to "show off" about how busy I am, or anything. I jsut want to be myself. Why can't I be myself? Why do I always have to be the kind of person that others want me to? That's insane. But you know what? I think its this urge of mine to be myself that has cause a lot of people to hate me. But do I really care? No, I don't. Coz I know that there are a handful of people that I know I can totally rely on - people who I know will always be there for "me".

Gaugi, Neha, Harti, Jainita, Minku, Tinz, Mom and Dad - thanks for always being there. I love you.